About three weeks from today we will know if Jose's ball surgery fixed his sperm problem or not. This is nerve wrecking in more ways than I could have even imagined even two weeks ago.
Read MoreWe found out some major stuff from the physical exam…and I go into detail about sperms and balls and scrotums so if that’s not your jam … just be warned.
Read MoreSo my husband finally was able to do what was necessary for his semen analysis. And the results were not good.
Read MoreMaybe this is the only thing they know how to do, maybe this is the only thing TO DO. But it just felt icky. Like just so impersonal and prescriptive and un-empathetic.
Read MoreSo, I’m still not pregnant. My doctor told me I could call and get the process going after Christmas if I wasn’t pregnant at that point.
Read MoreI know 8 different fertility diets, I know all the stupid internet lingo for ttc, I've learned how to track my ovulation in at least 3 different ways, I've read everything I could possibly read about conception. I've done all the research I can on that front. At this point I can't even find new or different articles about trying to conceive.
So now what?
Read MoreSince going to my doctor last week I got my period, signed up for WildFit, found Jim Fortin, and filmed some episodes of "Will it Air Fry?!" with my husband. I guess I will start with Jim Fortin because it colors the rest of my stories and probably the rest of my life.
Read MoreI mean don't get me wrong I already know that I could be healthier but how she phrased it works for me. Eat better, walk more, no caffeine. These are things I have control of. These are choices I can make on a day to day, hour to hour, minute to minute, choice by choice basis. I can't just tell my body, 'stop being fat.' That is not actionable advice.
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