About three weeks from today we will know if Jose's ball surgery fixed his sperm problem or not. This is nerve wrecking in more ways than I could have even imagined even two weeks ago.
Read MoreMaybe this is the only thing they know how to do, maybe this is the only thing TO DO. But it just felt icky. Like just so impersonal and prescriptive and un-empathetic.
Read MoreSo, I’m still not pregnant. My doctor told me I could call and get the process going after Christmas if I wasn’t pregnant at that point.
Read MoreStill here. Still not pregnant. Looking for more inspirational podcasts. Reflecting on this weeks WildFit challenge.
Read MoreSince going to my doctor last week I got my period, signed up for WildFit, found Jim Fortin, and filmed some episodes of "Will it Air Fry?!" with my husband. I guess I will start with Jim Fortin because it colors the rest of my stories and probably the rest of my life.
Read MoreI mean don't get me wrong I already know that I could be healthier but how she phrased it works for me. Eat better, walk more, no caffeine. These are things I have control of. These are choices I can make on a day to day, hour to hour, minute to minute, choice by choice basis. I can't just tell my body, 'stop being fat.' That is not actionable advice.
Read MoreWaiting definitely sucks but I feel good about using this time to become an even better version of myself for my future children. I want to be my best for them. I believe that the bond between parent and child is sacred and I want to honor that bond.
Read MoreI've been trying to write down my story because I thought it would be freeing but I've been having a lot of resistance to it.
Read MoreSo I've decided what my purpose for this blog will be. I want to share my experience as a human and teacher to help women and their families thrive happily in the world we live in today.
Read MoreWhen we finally bought our fancy new washing machine, we had so much laundry to do! That's when I realized we went 6 weeks without doing laundry. That's when I realized that I had a problem. A big messy expensive problem.
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